๐ฌ๏ผ. ๏ผฐ๏ผฒ๏ผฏ๏ผด๏ผฏ-๏ผณ๏ผน๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฐ๏ผด๏ผฉ๏ผฃ ๏ผฒ๏ผฏ๏ผฐ๏ผฅ-๏ผฃ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผค๏ผน๐ญ
โ๐ฎ ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐ด๐ฒ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ถ๐: ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฟ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐๐ผ๐๐๐ตโ
the subject sat - a node in the domestic sphere
performing 'nothingness' with practiced inertia
vague intention: interactive fiction?
distraction-as-ritual?
homework: a non-event, existing around its absence
in the mouth
a consumer artifact, rope-like
chromatic excess masquerading as nourishment
flavor: marginally sweet
mouthfeel: synthetic
satisfaction: compulsively textural
the whole thing: consumed
a private liturgy of processed sensation
โ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐: ๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ป๐ถ๐ฎ๐น ๐ฑ๐ถ๐๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป, ๐๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐น๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐๐ต๐ผ๐น๐ผ๐ด๐โ
pressure. not metaphor
not metaphor. not exactly physical
a density of awareness
residing in the center - deep
unscheduled gravity
inner architecture reconfigures its own mass.
can the neuroplastic brain digest artifice?
can the young one who ingested petroleum polymers trust thought itself?
motion: a descent
destination: television as secular confessional
parentless domicile occasional
Illumination flickering across retinas
what?
escalate sensation
whisper tiding unreality
pressing toward cortical rupture
โ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ผ๐๐ฐ๐ต, ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ด๐น๐ถ๐๐ฐ๐ต, ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ฟ๐๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐ป๐ผ๐ป-๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณโ
laps around the dwelling cube
each motion: surveilled
each breath: a test variable
self as subject
world as backdrop
the simulation hypothesis becomes
an emotional inevitability
not thought - just overwhelming certainty
that thought
has been suspended
outside:
bare skin forgets temperature
inside:
pressure climbs the spine like static
sound:
tinnitus, high-frequency existentialism
vision:
pinched - tightened
zoomed in onโฆ what?
โ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐น๐ณ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ผ๐บ๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ ๐๐บ๐๐ฑ๐ด๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐น๐ฒ๐ป๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ถ๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐ป ๐ฎ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐โ
is this not real?
not a question
an event
no syntax - just rupture
think: *dรฉjร vu*
though reversed, inverted, decontextualized
time doesnโt loop - it bloats
moment is hyperbolic
attempt forecast
divination by premonition
if this already occurred, what comes next?
misfired insight becomes dread
dread becomes
intermittent waves of simulated texture
an interfacial warning
we are not receiving signal