๐Ÿฌ๏ผ“. ๏ผฐ๏ผฒ๏ผฏ๏ผด๏ผฏ-๏ผณ๏ผน๏ผฎ๏ผก๏ผฐ๏ผด๏ผฉ๏ผฃ ๏ผฒ๏ผฏ๏ผฐ๏ผฅ-๏ผฃ๏ผก๏ผฎ๏ผค๏ผน๐Ÿญ

โ€œ๐—ฎ ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜€๐—ถ๐˜€: ๐—ฐ๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚๐˜๐—ตโ€
the subject sat - a node in the domestic sphere
performing 'nothingness' with practiced inertia
vague intention: interactive fiction?
distraction-as-ritual?
homework: a non-event, existing around its absence

in the mouth
a consumer artifact, rope-like
chromatic excess masquerading as nourishment
flavor: marginally sweet
mouthfeel: synthetic
satisfaction: compulsively textural
the whole thing: consumed
a private liturgy of processed sensation

โ€œ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜€๐—ฒ๐˜: ๐—ฐ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ถ๐—ฎ๐—น ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป, ๐˜€๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐˜‚๐—น๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ต๐—ผ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ด๐˜†โ€
pressure. not metaphor
not metaphor. not exactly physical
a density of awareness
residing in the center - deep
unscheduled gravity
inner architecture reconfigures its own mass.

can the neuroplastic brain digest artifice?
can the young one who ingested petroleum polymers trust thought itself?

motion: a descent
destination: television as secular confessional
parentless domicile occasional
Illumination flickering across retinas
what?

escalate sensation
whisper tiding unreality
pressing toward cortical rupture

โ€œ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฐ๐—ต, ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ด๐—น๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฐ๐—ต, ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐˜€๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ป๐—ผ๐—ป-๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ณโ€
laps around the dwelling cube
each motion: surveilled
each breath: a test variable
self as subject
world as backdrop
the simulation hypothesis becomes
an emotional inevitability
not thought - just overwhelming certainty
that thought
has been suspended

outside:
bare skin forgets temperature

inside:
pressure climbs the spine like static

sound:
tinnitus, high-frequency existentialism

vision:
pinched - tightened
zoomed in onโ€ฆ what?

โ€œ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—น๐—ณ ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ ๐˜€๐—บ๐˜‚๐—ฑ๐—ด๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜€ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ถ๐˜๐˜€ ๐—ผ๐˜„๐—ป ๐—ฎ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€โ€
is this not real?
not a question
an event
no syntax - just rupture

think: *dรฉjร  vu*
though reversed, inverted, decontextualized
time doesnโ€™t loop - it bloats
moment is hyperbolic

attempt forecast
divination by premonition
if this already occurred, what comes next?
misfired insight becomes dread
dread becomes
intermittent waves of simulated texture
an interfacial warning
we are not receiving signal

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